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Saturday, April 23, 2005
I'm not sure what to make of this yet. I just started keeping track, so we'll see what happens. I might need an increase in meds. It appears to be that way.
Totally cool! we will have to compare charts as the months go by...
I can't sleep, but I'm not gonna get on chat because then I would definitely stay up all night! I hope you are well and happy; thanks a lot for the long email...I have been thinking about it and will answer tomorrow, 'k?
The nights are very hard and lonely with the thoughts crawling in my head, and my dreams when I do get to sleep aren't too good. I think that is probably normal right now though, to feel like that. I am having some major problems with faith as well.
I really want to apologize for the mess I have been in terms of throwing all of my bad feelings on you with things. It isn't fair for me to be doing, and I am starting to realize that. You can always yell at me for it as the days go by and I start to feel better. ;-)
I see my doc on Thursday, unless something opens up before then. For once, I can say with certainty that I am really looking forward to it.
Nite yo, and take care; I'll talk at you soon, ariK
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Hey :-)
Totally cool! we will have to compare charts as the months go by...
I can't sleep, but I'm not gonna get on chat because then I would definitely stay up all night! I hope you are well and happy; thanks a lot for the long email...I have been thinking about it and will answer tomorrow, 'k?
The nights are very hard and lonely with the thoughts crawling in my head, and my dreams when I do get to sleep aren't too good. I think that is probably normal right now though, to feel like that. I am having some major problems with faith as well.
I really want to apologize for the mess I have been in terms of throwing all of my bad feelings on you with things. It isn't fair for me to be doing, and I am starting to realize that. You can always yell at me for it as the days go by and I start to feel better. ;-)
I see my doc on Thursday, unless something opens up before then. For once, I can say with certainty that I am really looking forward to it.
Nite yo, and take care; I'll talk at you soon,
ariK
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