Update:

Well, I'm still alive, and things are still frustrating, but not that bad. It's hard to deal with - perhaps it will make me stronger. I've been recording my "posts" on my microcassette recorder, so I'll have to "dub" them over when I get a new cell phone. One way or another, it will all work out. Thanks for your geninue concern for me. I truly appreciate it. Talk to you soon.